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Summer vacation has finally come. Whew...school has nothing but pure torture with a capital 'T'. Its been a crazy school year and I think my grades would be as crazy. But right now I wouldn't wanna think about that.

Some of my friends graduated yesterday. Man, do I envy them. To think of it though...a lot more complicated problems they'd be facing. Fresh grad in other words mean unemployed. So bumming for a while just to cherish that little time of freedom is what separates them from the watchful eyes of the society...or might even be life's own. Goodluck guys.

Congratulations to my sis Jehanie Edenisa Tamano-Mustari!:) She just graduated yesterday too. I am so proud of her. She has always been one of my heroes. Why? There are a lot of reasons...but here's my favorite one...Its because of the way she treats me as if I was still that little boy. God I miss being a kid.

Been watching a lot of movies lately. I highly recommend RENT. Its another one of those bohemian musicals. Just watch it and you'll know why its good. Oh and don't believe people who say that 300 is a great movie. Sorry to tell you guys, but it totally sucks. Yeah cool graphics, but the story's just L-A-M-E!!!

Here's another thing I've learned. The word goodbye is such a killer. I've seen family, friends and lovers suffer from it. Its always better saying it to someone than being the one bid adieu to.

Here's a line that I totally love...Reality is different from actuality. So true.

Music...for those who loves house music/techno/rave, another recommendation from me are the songs Put Your Hands Up for Detroit and This Is Not Miami. Talk about club music. Just can't get enough of it.

As for my little fame, its finally dying out. After 2 weeks of being on tv, I am out of the limelight. And all that remains is the t-shirt freebie I got. Yesterday was the last show which had the segment of the whole thingy. So I guess, that's about it for my career in television. LOL:) AS IF.

How am I feeling today: I am tired, suffering from a hang-over, hungry...yet, still happy. Not fulfilled but satisfied. :)

Till then...gotta go, cheerio. Be cool.

Whatever Goes

Yesterday was fun too. I know I've spoken about not topping the fun I had on february 23. Indeed that can't be beaten. But yesterday was fun in a different way. Me and my teammates from the SIRAJ's Amazing Race went to the beach for some get-together. I love the beach...its relaxing ambience makes everything seem so serene even with the noise of the splashing waves and crowd all over. So there, I still am capable of having fun.:)

Here's a little friendly advice...if you want to have fun, don't try too hard.

Sunsets are so over-rated when it comes to romantic settings. Seeing couples doing their thing is a pretty common scene... and still people fall for it. That's the kind of image I want to leave behind. Nope, not romantic. To be over-rated is better than being good at something but never be noticed.

I miss people and I hope people miss me too. This is one proof that life is temporary. People come and go. Sometimes you get lucky and still be able to find those people who you have long lost track of. Most of the time you never will. Before they become blurred memories, let them know that one day you'll miss them.

I haven't been spending too much time at home this past few days. Been walking around a lot lately. I just love getting tired. I need to get this motivation set to a good thing. Otherwise I'd just have bulging muscle on my legs.

Thinking of shifting to a new course. I'm done proving myself to others. Yes, parents are other. They are not me. I just came from them, just a part of them. But I am something different. We all are. So this time I need to prove something to myself. I still don't know my self-worth. Lol.:) No I am not going to sell myself.

I promised to always say how I feel. As of the moment, I am still happy. But still I feel empty.